I guess i really shouldn'rt feel some kinda way but i do. My mind cant help but wonder if i played myself. I liked this guy i was really feelin him he's not my man and i was cool with that but we chilled and i had sex with him yea that was something that was not like me but i wanted to make him happy.He had been keepin me smilin so i just wanted to give him something back.But now i kinda feel as if i have egg on my face cuz it dont feel the same. And on the other hand he has a lot going on and i feel very spoilded and kinda selfish to wanna take up some of his time, but i am only human and cant help myself. i never really told him i was feelin him so i guess i should just get over it. and the funny thing is im willing to do it all over again with a smile cuz he brought brief happiness hummmm to be held,kissed and umm humm lol but my mind was just wondering WHAT SHOULD I FEEL.....................
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