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they always say as women we need to learn that we cant change a man and that I agree with but what I feel they don't tell you is that you can be a woman that a man is willing to change for and vice versa so I feel that a person should never be judged on just there past (unless there a pointless killer child molester or known woman beater) so don't let your friends be in your ear telling you girl he cheated on her he'll do the same to you not necessarily you don't know what was pushing him to cheat on her maybe she was crazy maybe he didn't know how to tell her is all over or maybe simply just knew that she was there for a season not a reason I truly believe you can never judge a book by its cover and you could never have a relationship with more than two people involved in it.so choose wisely let maturity make decisions for you and not lust

52years

In 52 years we've have fun times for I was your love and you were mine.
we lived we laughed we loved and we did it together God was our bond that held us together.
We raised two sons some grandkids to who no one knew how to love quite like you.
you were worth your weight in gold, even diamonds and I was proud cause you was my husband .

In 52 years we've loved and we lost.But I stood by your side at all cost. For 52 years I was your heart and you were mine.and I know my heart will heal just in due time.we did our God proud til death did us part but I loved you so long your still in my heart.I have to be strong now for our family but I know I'm not alone cause you still have me. You've always had my back this much I know but it still pains my heart you had to go. For 52 years we were together and I'll love 52 more cause I'll love you forever.

10-18-13

Can't sleep.today's the day I've been dreading my whole life. I have to bury part of my heart. My dad/grandfather/ my everything.I feel sick lost confused hurt and selfish all at the same time. Cause I know he's at peace but I just love him so much I need him here. We was always there for each other now your gone.daddy I can't handle this you were always my strength now I'm buckling under pressure. And dad it hurts even more I can't heal moms broken heart.everyone keep saying be strong for her but how can I when I can't even be strong for myself. Dad I just miss you and I love you soo much

Miss you

We miss so much our hearts are in pain
For our family's loss is heavens gain.
not one dry eye in the room
not one heart that's not heavy
I'd trade anything in this world if God would let me.
For I know that's not possible our lord plays for keeps
but that doesn't change the fact I wish you was here with me.

I know your in a better place and for that I rejoice.
But I'd give all I have just to hear your voice.
To want you near is selfish I know but it hurt us so bad you had to go.
I know God has you now cause his angels carried you home
in my mind and my heart please know you'll always stay
And I'll be your "poor poor baby " back in your arms one day.