8am

Let me explain what the hell you not gonna do at 8 o'clock in the damn morning you not going think you gone break check my ass and when I pull up on you in a gas station you scared to get out the car I will smack the f*** out of somebody at 8 o'clock in the morning sleepy As I am trying to break check when yo ass wrong. But when I'm sitting on the hood your car you and your passenger don't wanna get out.let that be a lesson learned if you don't know a persons level of crazy sit yo ass down and SHUT YO ASS UP

Selfish

Caring about myself is so selfish
Caring about my heart and not caring about yours is selfish of me .
caring more about seeing my smile and not yours is selfish

I'm sorry
putting my feelings first and keeping my guard up is selfish
Loving myself is selfish
you wanting my all is selfish of you
you not caring about my wants and my needs is selfish you
sucking me dry until I have nothing left is selfish
Me living for me and to protect myself keeping a smile on my face is selfish and truth be told I enjoy being selfish

11-11-2011

What hurts the most

What hurts the most is being misunderstood to feel so alone that even your heartbeat is lonely your soul is shallow an all noise is dull. What hurts the most is your love is divided between the past and the present, what hurts the most is you can feel the invisible scars that others can't see.

What hurts the most is lying awake at night battling tear that are determined to hit the pillow what hurts the most is the feeling of loneliness when your next to the one you love. What hurts the most is that our love is becoming a thing of the past.

What hurts the most that I'll never be more then just a hurt little girl who could never be number one in your eyes that's what hurts the most.

11-11-2011

Choose wisely

I think its so funny how men always talking about they want a bad b**** but at the end of the day when that bad b**** can't cook can't clean don't know nothing about raising children don't know nothing about getting money outside of using her vagina and then when its too late you gone be mad you were so busy with that bad b**** that you didn't realize what you really needed was a good woman .......choose wisely

Show off

I was told that I'm a show off when I feel like I'm just blessed and don't mind Expressing my thankfulness and showing my blessings to others I don't feel like taking pictures is bad and showing my stuff is wrong is that a show off???? but at the same time only broke bitches get mad. So is it my fault I hustle the harder than others is it really my fault that I rather take care me take care of home take care my kids instead of turn up turn up turn up every weekend or doing dumb s*** I'm 23 years and I feel I have a good head on my shoulder I do need to work on my attitude for a little bit. But I really do have a heart I pay my ties I donate  to the United Way. I give to the homeless and I really believe in helping people so why because I'm blessed and highly favored I'm a bad person cuz I do the grown woman thing and other people reMain in the same place they was last year that's not me I believe in growth prayer and whatvever I have I'm happy to have it.

John

1 John 4:10-11 () 10 In this is love, not that we have loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins. 11 Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. #Bible

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I Absolutely adore people with positive energy that are doing amazing things no matter how big or small I just love seeing people getting their creative juices flowing it truly makes me happy and want to strive to do better