I never thought I'd fall in love (7/13/04)

I never thought I'd miss you this much. I knew I was sprung from the start and this love thing baby you've truly got my heart. When it comes to our lives I pray that we never part. The thought of you leaving me my brain can't even begin to start... The thought. Baby I forever belong to you. Many hate the thought of the love we've found in each other it may be us against the world and with that in cool long as I'm against them loving you.

              You've changed me for the better and made me forget that I've been through the worst. You've melted away pain I thought I'd carry until my dying day yet with one swift motion you've wiped the pain away. I never thought I'd fall in love and I never thought I'd be moved to be a better me.

Invisible dreams

I often dream of the day we'll be together the day you don't look through me but you actually see me. The day my love and efforts don't go unnoticed and everything I've worked for becomes fruitful. The day you have a understanding that my love isn't owed to you yet you are the rightful owner. I pray that my once white walls can be vividly decorated with your love. 

           I want to feel all that is you , mind , body , soul and spirit. I want to be seen I want your eyes to light up when I walk in a room as they dance up and down my spine. I want to be the reason air escapes your lungs and you feel you can't breathe and my love restores you. I want to be close to you like a second skin I want to be a part of you. I want to join your world I want to be noticed I want to be remembered but I'm just a invisible dream