What is it you do when your heart has been broken to the point of no return? When you look at yourself but the person looking back is so far from the real you so far from who you wanna be? When your heart is no longer filled with love but hate not for one person but for the world.this place is dark and kinda scary. To think i'm losing out on alot because of the fear of history repeating it self. And knowing i could be such a loving woman but have let people snatch that part of me away.shit is silly cuz no matter how much shit i take from a person im so forgiving i always welcome them back with open welcoming arms, just to be hurt and let down again.I wonder why???? I know i am tired tho so now i live for me i'm working to get my heart back to room temperture. Working on finding myself and then maybe one day love again.I miss the silly fun part of being in love i won't lie but everything else not so much.i wanna be stress free.but maybe one day i'll have someone to make me smile again.
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