Thursday, May 30, 2013

Know your worth

The unwanted child

I'm the one no one sees and no one cares to hear I'm the one that they said they love but I look around and no one is there the black sheep of the family labeled an outcast left on my own because he wasn't my dad I'm not treated like the rest I'm not even welcome in your home I'm the only child the one they choose not to hear from I didn't choose this role it was chosen for me but to be left alone is forever my story all I wanted was my mother's love but she didn't have to offer people often forget about me that I'm even her daughter the unwanted child that was sent away and since I'm not love away I shall stay

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Words to remember lost girls

Wake up your famous

You show your body you get comments you eat up the likes Wow wake up you famous .  I wonder is that how it played in your head. People love you on social sites but in reality you're nobody you're not kind you're not sweet you're not as smart as you think you are you wake up everyday wondering who's going to follow you on the sites today who's going to think you're pretty who's gonna love you because you edit your pictures to perfection but in reality we walk past you everyday and don't even look twice in your direction you have all the friends in the social world but in real life you cant complete a sentence without people walking away wake up you're famous .

people wonder all the time are you like your facade but no your not you're just another person who can't find anything better than going on social sites giving yourself a alter ego .Instagram Facebook Google Plus are all places where level of Education doesn't matter where your sexuality or the one you want people to think you have takes over everything and that's the way you like it because you feel important .

superior to those who may not look better than you but have more education more morals and more pride those people who have real lives And do real things .to them those likes don't mean anything so hey wake up you're famous and we like you on social sites but hate who you are in real life

fire

fire fire fire fire usually when people scream fire everyone runs and panic not me I'm one of those people who don't believe  red means hot  and fat means greasy I'm one of those people who like to run towards the flame instead of away and it's kind of crazy but I believe in living. on the edge why not run with scissors in your hand ?? why not play in traffic why is it the bad boys get to have all the fun??

      I thought I could handle the flames yet I got burned ...by family by friends by life.I can honestly say I still like the fire because it has become a great teacher.I've learned so much. Like to never trust people who know the most about you because you'll live to regret it the moment you get on there bad side. Never love a person more than you love yourself because once they decide the fire they once had for you is gone you'll be burned and in ICU. I can say I've been burned many times and I'm still here. The fire has shown me I'm stronger than I ever thought I was. I've also learned as I grow so does the fire inside of me and that fire teaches me everyday how to become a better personso I light my fire grow until god puts it out at the end of my journey

wonder

do you ever wonder if there's someone in this world who can fully understand your pain who goes through some of the same things you do? this is a constant thought for me because I always wonder is there a girl that struggle with her weight struggling with bipolar disorder struggling with who she really wants to be is there girl who give it all up just for her mother's love is it another girl who is constantly misunderstood and harshly judge because of the damage from her past ?it's hard to think that there are many other girls out there like me and to know that there are does hurt... that girl who doesn't quite fit in who is not the prettiest and could never be the skinniest the girl was constantly overlook because people are willing to take the time the actually get to know her the girl who truly feel invisible I also wonder am I the only one are there others out