Allowed

I put myself in a position where I allowed myself to get caught up in something that isn't real. I allowed myself to go against everything that I said I wouldn't let happen and yet it did. I allowed myself to wear egg on my face and hurt on my heart or atleast what's left of it. I allowed someone to come into my life and change it without warning. Yet I didn't allow myself to let enough oxygen to get to my brain so I could think clearly. What a foolish mistake I've made what a foolish thing I have done. All I ever wanted was to be allowed to give all the love I have to offer be able to heal your pain past , present , and future. I allowed you to enter my thoughts and change my way of thinking just not for the better.

                  I allowed you to steal my heart to have as a trophy to prove this game you've won.  I allowed myself to give into you , when you couldn't want me any less. They say your body is a temple and I've allowed you to burn mine to the ground mentality, physically, and emotionally. I've allowed myself to become a woman unknown