Watching my life spiral out of control is a recurrence that I'm still not use to. Being bipolar doesn't help it only makes it about 40xs worse. I can no longer can tell my up from down or my ins from out.all I want is to be happy and it seems as if happiness is so far away.
I often wonder what it would be like to have someone understand me.but how can I have someone understand me when I don't understand myself. I harbor pain and don't understand how to let go.I pray but have yet to find my answers. I feel bad because I know I hurt those around me because I hurt myself as well. I just wonder will I ever be sane.
Sunday, December 8, 2013
Out of control
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